1. Promoted with notable results
2. Get into shooting team
3. Get the commercial deal
4. Become a facil
5. Go to MUSE's
6. Go to GREEN DAY's
7. Go Taiwan with peeps
   
8. Get pro in wakeboarding
9. Make OCIP a success
10. Shopping (with lots of money + hot items on sales)
11. Facial
    
12. Get a hangover
13. Awesome sleepoverrrrrrrssssssss
    

I was like reading some of my past posts and i think they sounded really crappy. hahahahahhahh nevermind man, they were written at times of sentiments and emotions.

Anyway it occurred to me several times that, its kinda a miracle like how i managed to survived this year and last year. Specifically this year, when i entered a whole new place without a single familiar friend. and i am rather proud of myself to survive all that and attaining all the goodness i have around me today. I still vividly remember the first day of school, when i took a torturous long bus and train ride from home to cjc. Everyone was in packs of similar school uniform but me and river valley, were all to myself. The feeling suck balls i swear. I felt nothing good but lonely. But i am so proud of myself to have overcome all those emotional barriers. I am proud of myself to have gone through all that and achieve something which i truly want. I think given what i have, this is the best i can get. Its a lie if i don't regret not making it back to ac, because i think thats like one of the biggest regret in my life. But for now, i have no tint of regret for making that choice in life (: thank you god

Life's about challenging and i've always thought that i am meant for great things. Ah ya not that i watched too much marvel shows but, its just an outlook in life. I was having dinner with my mum and brudder yesterday and i was like pouring out all my aspirations in life. I do not wish to stay in Singapore, when the world is so damn big out there. And my brudder was saying I have no idea how lucky i am, but i just feel that all the more i should be out there and see the world for myself. Then again, my mum was saying bout the issue on money, and i can't help but to feel "ahya if only i am bornt with a silver spoon in my mouth". I know i shouldn't be feeling this way, but i probably felt so because my peers all seem to be even more well off than me. Many packing up and heading to universities in UK or some even left. Yknow, i am not gonna follow the typical Singapore cycle of life which i'll simply carry on my studies at NUS or NTU or whatever shit business uni like SMU or SIM. Or worst still, not making it into any of the full time local degree courses and ended up having to do a part-time one ): Even if i do, i will further my studies after getting my degree in a local u. I will make it happen

Well, studies might not be everything, but it does prove a lot of things. It affirms respect, insight and most importantly cash and dollar. But of course, i know the balance in life. I want to get the hell out of Singapore to see the world

Like what lady gaga said to us, "follow your dreams and never let anyone tear them down, because you might get so much more." and not forgetting the best part, "next time when anyone tells you wrong, tell them lady gaga asks them to fuck off. "
yeah baby, how comforting (:

For now, i dearly hope to be promoted smoothly. Or i would seriously have let my loved ones and myself down. One last paper tomorrow, i am gonna sprint my last meter after finishing this post.

WOOHOOO one last day one last paper of the year tomorrow!